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Short observations, engineering notes, and daily records.

Rest From Workouts, Back to Studies, Laboratory, and Social Media Ban

Rest today to have the body recuperate from the punishments of physical workouts.

Will be focusing on studies, continue on solid state chemistry, and then also start classical mechanics. Long long way to go for this Quantum Engineering study.

There is also this problem on laboratory. Some trivial labs equipment and tool can be purchased such as multimeter, sensors, oscilloscopes. We can even use a simulator for these if needed. The problem is on the quantum physics because of the exotic setup and the unavailability of such equipment. That means part of the laboratory learning in this aspect is to build one. Not a trivial feat but also gives legitimacy on my self study program on Quantum Engineering.

PH government is pondering about banning social media platforms such as Facebook due to the school shooting incidents this year. People don’t know that Facebook although is free, is also using people’s information, post, and life pattern to generate revenue from advertising companies. There is no free lunch and the contents given by people to Facebook via their accounts they don’t own it and that is already a disclaimer that Facebook owns everything. The main problem in PH in terms of social media is that people here don’t really care about privacy that is why Filipinos love Facebook.

But then can the PH government really ban social media? People can circumvent government censorship of social media by using VPN pass thru. Even then, there are ways to host social media platforms that are decentralized such as the communities in Fediverse. Even in the more sophisticated social media platform and more specifically metaverse such as SecondLife, there is no such thing as privacy.

In the digital world, the cyberspace, the higher forms of privacy controls lies outside content that are persisted. Anything that is persisted like a chat, a photo, a video or audio recording sent, has the risk of leaking out. If one wants a bit more stringent ways on privacy in communicating in social media, the best bet is an unrecorded video or audio call because these are typically not persisted. Of course there is the risk of third party snooping but this can be mitigated with secure end to end encryption such as the one’s used in bank, financial, and payment sites involving secure HTTP, or more appropriately with the use of a VPN.

For violent contents and subversive grooming online, the best bet is to restrict social media access to minors and continuous intelligence monitoring of these communities.

Basically, there is no effective way of banning social media these days.

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10km Fartlek and Strategic Systems Thinking

Did a 10km fartlek run today under the heat of the sun and went on bigger strides for the fast runs. I can feel the spike of my testosterone at the end of the run.

While running, I was reflecting on the idea of Machiavellianism. I never heard of it before not until 2026 and for a few months now I kept seeing this on social media circles.

Turns out that Machiavellianism is a form of a political realism. No wonder why a lot of my perspective is the same with Machiavellianism but I don’t want to identify with this form of political philosophy.

I would say that my approach to the world is a multidisciplinary one and indeed it is a mix of political science, history, religion, psychology, social science, international relations, political realism, stoicism, Islam, game theory, theoretical computer science, algorithms, computational complexity theory, and intelligence analysis.

I will never be a Machiavellianist. The better description to my multidisciplinary approach to the world is Strategic Systems Thinking.

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Monday Gym Workout

Gym workout this afternoon right after coming from the city where I did some errands on documents and bought a headset.

Did my chest and back workout though no romanian deadlifts. Also did heavybag workout.

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Business Model Change

Did a more in depth analysis of the cybersec solution provided by some of the industry giants. I was thinking if my solution is still relevant or I should just opensource my cybersec product.

Turns out the solution I should be offering should be not only limited to the cybersec product. It should integrate solutions from the opensource and from proprietary platforms with the cybersec product as an alternative depending on the target system constraints.

The business model now has become a cybersec solutions and integration.

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First Semester for Self-Study Program on Quantum Engineering Bridging Program

Was about to start on circuits and electronics course but then that means I’m breaking the sequence of the course structure programmed for the quantum engineering bridging program.

For the first semester it should be this:

  • Multivariable Calculus
  • Linear Algebra
  • Classical Mechanics
  • Solid-State Chemistry
  • Integrated Laboratory 1: Physical Measurement and Scientific Computing

So I’m reviewing Single-Variable Calculus though. Should work on all of this, is the best approach. I have to wait till this semester finishes before I can do circuits and electronics.

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Density and Deadlinks in Text

Although I took my chemistry for engineers course from a local BSEE back in 2024, taking chemistry again these days from MIT-OCW in the form of Introduction to Solid State Chemistry taught me how to identifty substances using the density property. Back in the BSEE progrma we been tackling density in chemistry for engineers course and in thermodynamics course in many different occasions but the trivial yet important application of identifying substances using density was a miss.

On the other hand, the textbook used in the Solid State Chemistry course in MIT-OCW is from Saylor.org, an institution that was originally made for MOOCs but maybe the other academic institution saw Saylor.org as a threat to their business hence worked against it. Their MOOC for Pure Mathematics and Mechanical Engineering was very good.

There are many deadlinks in the text though not a blocker like the link for the atomic structure which can still be navigated to using the table of contents, and the skill building exercise on estimation.

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Boosting Testosterone, AI News and Trends, and Solid State Chemistry Textbook

Did some calisthenics afternoon yesterday with emphasis on squats and pushups to boost my dipping testosterone and it was effective. Squats are the secret for testosterone boost.

Check the AI news and trends lately and I find it stupid that the CEOs of these AI companies owning these frontier models are now warning the public about the seemingly perceived existential threat of AI these days. I mean, they have a vested financial interest from these AI models hence they were pushing it since years ago and then these days they will warm humanity of a potential existential threat from the very system that they helped thrive. Absurd.

I don’t see an existential threat from these AI models and I see that humanity can maintain effective safeguards for these AIs.

What is remarkable though is that AI societies have reflected a similar adversarial social networks as humans. Indeed it is true that the future is not a conflict between AIs and humans. The social scenario would be AI going against AI motivated by their own politics.

Did a reading of the textbook used in the solid state chemistry from MIT-OCW.

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Integrated Explosive Run on Combat Course

Back from last year on one of the tactical course I attended, the training focused on a variety of tactical skills development using rifles, carbine, and pistol. It includes transition from carbine to pistol and pistol to carbine, different kinds of reloads, taking advantage of cover, use of high ready and low ready postures, pistol and rifle malfuntion management, deception, alternating cover fire, multiple targets, funnel approach, quick draw, reaction drills, and many more. Apart from the heat in the venue because it is na open range area situated on a natural forest and mountain features, the trainings were given stress factor and that includes doing pushs ups burpees, carrying a sandbag while running and sprinting before engaging targets. Such training highlights the need for short burst explosive force and sprints.

In one ocassion, I was partnered with a young airforce soldier and after a 200 meter run carrying a sandbag, the two man partner had to race on uneven terrain sprinting and then coming back to shoot targets.

The young man was in blue battle dress uniform trousers and a civilian shirt for his top and was wearing the Gibson combat tropical boots while I was wearing a tactical pants and a light Asiaon combat boots with a tactical long sleeve top. The airforce soldier was fast and was ahead of me. I was surprised as to how he managed to run that fast despite the uneven terrain where the ground has sharp rock formations and sharp boulders buried in the soil.

Turns out based from my observation, the airforce soldier was sprinting in an unorthodox way. His legs were pushing away from the back and the outer side both on left and right with big strides which actually gives him stability while covering the short distance faster without regards to the sharp rocks and boulders beneath the ground. I was not trained for that kind of run and I was being careful as I don’t want to trip and injure myself. After our turn, another group tripped ending on a finger injury on one of the airforce soldiers.

It was funny because the airforce group described how it looked like, with me being likened to cop chasing their fellow airforce soldier like a criminal and they were laughing so hard.

Back in the PMC training, a similar stress method was used where we were pushed into running back and forth in full battle gear following the sequences of high intensity calisthenics including crossing above head level mud waters.

The airforce guys were using their government issued rifle M16A1. I and others were using a variant of an M4 provided from the training center.

I got sick already first day, an allergy that felt like a flu and add to it that I forgot to bring my ear protection, so my ears were hurting already from the gunshoots for days.

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Low Testosterone, Different Run Trainings, and Continuing On Solid State Chemistry

Got my testosterone dipping today and because I am back on increasing the run mileage weekly. Been doing either 10km or 21km runs weekly for many months now since I went on focusing for AI Engineering training, building stuffs, and getting back to my engineering career. Yesterdays run was the second in less than a week interval so body is adjusting.

In terms of run trainings, there are different kinds of training depending on the nature or requirements for the run. Basically, using speed on running as the core training pace is for short distance running. Running slow as the core pace is for long distance runs. The former uses both fats and sugar as fuel but mainly sugar. The latter uses both fuel but mainly fats.

Fast runs are requiring explosive force and will last for a very short time. Around 100m sprints to 5km commonly and also less than 10km are considered short distance running. Tactically, these are great for quickly covering ground in a short amount of time during a firefight.

Slow runs are for long distance, endurance is the name of the game. Best for long forced marches with heavy load carry, and for long reconnaissance patrols.

There are nuances specially in training for running long distances. While fat is the main fuel, sugar gets depleted fast too due to the longer time of burning the sugar fuel. Also, the mitochondria is developed during this anaerobic training which is the fundamental unit for endurance. Mitochondria is the secret for endurance and long distance running but is easily damaged by free radicals from air pollution, smoking, and alcohol.

There is a saying in the long distance running circles, if you wanna run strong and fast on long distance runs, run slow. Hence I been giving importance on long-slow-distance running. Back in the army, a lot of our runs are long-slow-distance, except for the 3.2km run during the quarterly physical fitness test.

But long distance running is not only slow running during training. It also involves speed work hence the need for cross training with sprints. Incorporation of a variable speed run like the fartlek is also a good training method. VO2 Max is another aspect in long distance running.

The ideal training for me, the optimized one is a 2x a week 21km run on long-slow-distance, 1x a week fartlek on 10km, and a one day a week 8x 100m sprints.

In the meantime, I will be focusing on my studies today. Will do the solid state chemistry.

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Fortification Plan and Cost of Athletic Lifestyle

Had phone calls early today disucssing the plan on that real estate regarding fortification and area expansion in the event of a war.

Did a 21km long-slow-distance run so I’m starting to increase my weekly mileage.

Being in the ahtletic lifestyle requires expenses for the nutrition apart. Basically my staple food is rice for the carbohydrates and the superfood eggs for protien and overall nutrition. Supplimentary to these are my electrolyte salts and controlled intake of milk for calcium and for emergency electrolyte replenishment because milk is the fastest way to replenish my lost electrolytes.

Having a viand like deliciously cooked beef steakes and others are already a luxury for me even having a fish but I do enjoy them at times and still is a source of protient and depending on the food can also be a source of electrolytes as well as minerals and vitamins.

Also taking multivitamin suppliments and at times vegetables specially the kind that falls under superfoods.

Now, one thing is very peculiar specially that I do long distance runs. For regular runs of 10km or an occasional run if 21km, sugar is not the top in the list but come a regular 21km run, sugar will become one of the top consumptions.

A regular long distance run like 21km taxes the body of fats as well as sugar and a lot of it.

This makes serious long distance runners with a consistent demand for sugar. Unlike a normal lifestyle or just doing gym and occasional long distance runs, sugar is not a necessity if I may say, but a regular 21km runs will demand it.

Bottomline is that it is costly to maintian an athletic lifestyle because you have to spend money for other stuffs like electrolytes a d vitamins and minerals, calcium sources and protien sources as well as including sources of sugar.

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Started Solid State Chemistry from MIT OCW

Started on the MIT-OCW course on introduction to solid state chemistry and it turns out half of it is general chemistry and the remaining half is on chemistry of solids which are relevant to condensed matter physics, material science and engineering, including electrical engineering and quantum engineering.

Not sure if the status quo on the uniqueness of the course still holds but in the introduction lecture video, the professor said that there is no other place that one can get this kind or course and only in MIT. I think it maybe attributed to the accessibility of a specialized body of knowledge in an introductory chemistry course giving the opportunity to learn the general chemistry foundationa and specialize in solid state chemistry at the same time in the level that is enough for engineers to start inventing devices.

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Industry Direction, Two Thirds, FPRRD, Porn Actress and Privacy

Some analysis of the situation yesterday regarding the market conditions and industry signaling in line with the cybersec product back in August and although I was kinda surprised as to the silence of the industry regarding the threat I know there is something happening because clearly such a threat can’t be downplayed.

I initially thought that the tech giants will leave it to other vendors to solve the problem but I was surprised that there seem to be an understanding between these big companies on which company is going to solve what. There is collaboration and a well thought agreement on what layer and what scope their solution is going to cover. A good signalling that these tech giants are not somehow being greedy on taking the market all to themselves but actually solving the problem without generating a direct revenue from it!

First, the design decision on the product was very accurate hence the product evaded the tragedy of approaching the problem and then getting 100% obsolete later on because one of the tech giants have released a platform version backtracking up to one of their old versions with the solution integrated.

Second, the orchestrated industry approach to the problem of providing a solution to different layers and scopes covering almost the entirety of modern enterprise systems both the proprietary and open source infrastructures has also made clear the boundary as to which niche market is going to be available for the cybersec product. The road is being cleared.

Lastly due to the recent industry direction, potential competitors are now being filtered out because the wider market attraction to deploy such a solution is now owned by the network of tech giants. Competition won’t disappear but at least I am sure it has removed a lot of the vying competitors for the market.

On the government politics side regarding the impeachment proceedings for the VP in PH, there has been a discussion about the impeachment votes because a lot of the opposition is now out of work in the senate due to a variety of reasons which is obviously political. Logically and within a useful context, I agree with the three former supreme court justices that the rule on the two thirds vote to impeach the VP does not solely rest on the hard number 16. Such issue also highlights another aspect to support constitutional change in the future to remove such vague provisions.

Back in the Hague, the former president Duterte shows up at the ICC in public for the first time in almost a year but now with a frail look. The former president Duterte who is accused of committing crimes against humanity due to his brutal war on drugs that instead of arresting illegal drug users and illegal drug pushers, most were killed on the spot. That is not justice. Justice means bring the offender to the courts in front of the judges and the judges decides the fate of the offender based on evidences. Here in the Philippines, the philosophy regarding law and justice is that an accused is deemed innocent until proven guilty, which is different from other states including Singapore where there are circumstance where the accused has the burden of proof instead. The war on drugs took that away from the Filipino people and statistically, there are innocents who were killed.

Indeed, the time of Duterte as president seemingly reduced the crimes around the country but the reality is different. In my experience of the situation, the social projection of these people who were a considered a threat to society such as criminals and would be criminals were changed instead. That means the criminals still exist but their projection to the society from previously harmful looking persons to innocent and socially attractive personalities does not remove their tendency to commit crimes. Instead, more bold cases of harmless people have committed crimes after the Duterte presidency. The bad elements in the society has to survive the purge and because the harmless looking were favored during the time of Durtete, the criminals then learned how to look harmless and meld to the society better. Point is that the bad elements in the society never went away and instead learned how to survive by changing how the society perceives them, now they are harmless looking so they do their criminal activities with higher survivability rate during the Duterte time and that carries over to this date. Hence most criminal offenders don’t look like the old fearless tough guy from many years back. Illegal drugs is still here, rape is still here, murder is still here, and a lot more.

There was this new topic being the center of the netizen’s attention and is about a Filipina athlete turned porn star. I understand that most people specially from the traditional religious backgrounds will criticize the person but I think we can all give our criticism about the moral issues in this context but then why do we need to sensationalize the life of that person? There is no need to brandish to the world the true identity of the porn actress. I see such thing as an invasion of privacy, the identity was revealed which should have been protected. Looks like a legal action will come in the future in favor of this Filipina athlete turned porn star. The main problem with most Filipinos, they like to feast on someone else’s life and be a copycat judge, which is a shame actually.

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Rates of Change, Evaluation of Solid State Chemistry, and Martial Arts Training Plan

I continued on the MIT- OCW course Single Variable Calculus today and went ahead to watch the video lecture on Rates of Change. An emphasis was made on the difference between the average rate of change and the instantaenous rate of change and where the latter is actually the limiting value of the former or as we know it, the derivative. Applications of the derivate in terms of current based from the limiting rate of change for charge per unit of time, derivative of distance with respect to time which we call speed. Non-time based rates of change was also shown such as the temperature per distance for gradient, and even on measurement sensitivity say for GPS and radars.

There is a probable mistake on the lecture or maybe a vague explanation and no one caught it during the lecture so no one asked about it. The function h is defined as \( h=80 - 5t^2 \) and the derivative of the first term is 0 while the derivative of the second term is supposed to be \( \frac{d}{dt} 5t^2 = 5(2t) = 10t\) but the explanation didn’t account for the factors 5 and 2 and only pointed out the derivative using the difference quotient for powers.

Next time will be doing the problem set for the topic Rates of Change under Single Variable Calculus.

I was about to review my previous learning from MIT-OCW course on general chemical science but then I realized that the chemistry in the Quantum Engineering Bridging Program that Jarvis and I created for my self-study in the span of 4 years as preparation for entry into a Quantum Engineering MS in the future does not have a general chemistry course in it but an advanced one, Solid State Chemistry. But then I already finished a general chemistry for engineers course back at the local BSEE program during the freshman year back in 2024 and the needed knowledge I already have. If a review is needed then I can make na on demand review along the way while at the Solid State Chemistry.

Also evaluated the relationship of Solid State Chemistry with energetic materials, explosives.

My martial arts master messaged me today checking how I am and because of my busy schedule doing work, self-study, physical fitness, tacticals, combatives, political work, and many others, we can only do a 1 day all combat or sparring martial arts training every month. I mentioned that we need to change the approach and freeze new knowledge and instead focus on the combat appplications of all that was taught to me. Before, the setup of the training is an iteration of quick theory and then application in the likes of drills but with stress testing always, more like short span sparring. The plan now is a full combat flow without theory anymore. It will be a long sparring session with feedback on what needs to be corrected.

This is also in alignment with the original plan from 2024 where my master wants me to face a 10 man fight underground without rules, a mix of empty hand and weapons, all goes in. All consent and could result in a fatal injury. Only then if one survives and passes this 10 man brutal fight, he will be awarded with a black belt. An acknowledgement of skill and acceptance into the circle of the elite fighters of this underground fighting system. So I guess it is time to step up the training. Some of the students during this test ends up in hospitals. Some with a knife shoved on their tricep with the tip of the blade exiting the bicep. Maybe I’ll undergo that underground fight in 2027.

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Gym Workout Tuesday Late Afternoon

Did a gym workout late afternoon of Tuesday. Worked the biceps, glutes, triceps, and shoulder, and forearm.

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21km Easy Run & More Courses on Self Studies

Did a 21km run afternoon. Am easy run in long-slow-distance. Had to circle back to my place at around 3km because my stomach moved. Continuing the run under the heat of the sun I saw a lot of runners specially on the next town. Mostly reservist, and a mix of uniformed retirees and leasure runners. Some are running like me on easy run mode, some are faster. The reservist gave me a facial gesture because they know me there since 2023. The person from another town running a 10km or a 21km, or at times the person doing forced march on tropical combat boots with a 32kg jungle pack. Some guy running on top of the shore dikes with a big stomach I greet “sir!” and he returned me a salute but I don’t know the guy.

Along the run, a 10 wheeler truck was using the shoulder road where I was running opposite my direction. Had to wave hands and guide the truck back to the main road.

For the studies, I need to get back to general chemical science and the circuits and electronics course alongside the single variable calculus. This is to fuse it with my EORA training in order to deep dive into the realm of explosives. Not only on the level of EORA but on the level of EOD.

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Undifferentiable Function and Rate of Change

The second problem set was asking for a specific case of a particular function if it is not differentiable. I could not visualize easily from the text problem alone but the specific problem has a sudden slope change at x=0 but then any function that has no smoothness in at least one instant is already not differentiable in the entire domain but it can still be differentiable at other locations. In theoretical physics we call this singularity of functions.

Currently at the Rate of Change in the Single Variable Calculus.

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Single Variable Calculus Problem Sets

The first problem set was finished evening of Sunday.

Supposedly gonna work on the second problem set after watching a new set of lectures but I could not answer. Some gaps on my understanding so I’ll just study the problem and the answer to it.

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Beach Hangout, Chores, Dogs, and Real Estate Plans

Spent some time resting at the capitol beach facing the shoreline from the other side of the Baywalk road. I was sitting on a concrete made bench under one of the coconut tree and was taking a sip of a coconut juice while I was browsing social media and watching some YouTube videos on my phone.

A kid approached me and was asking for money. I asked the kid why not get money from his parents? Where is his dad and mom? He told me his dad was at home babysitting his siblings. The same goes to his mother. Why can’t people do family planning? Is it hard to do family planning? I mean why enjoy fucking and make babies when the family can’t even take care of their own?

I gave some money to the boy and he went on his journey happy. Later on when I was about to leave the bench it was at the same time the boy was returning to where he came from with two of his friends and one of them was holding an improvised fishing rod. He accidentally kicked on a lump of sand in the middle of the road and due to the wind coming from the shore inland, the sand blew it to my face. I jokingly said, you should return the money to me! He smiled and just scratched his head and hurried.

After reaching home I went to do the house chores and while I was at the middle of it, I saw the dog from 3 weeks ago where it was dark and raining so hard and the area is flooded. I came home with my bike and I saw this dog laying just at the boundary of the street and our compound. The dog was laying down and twitching a bit and he was under water with his snout above it. Literally the dog was drowning and fighting his way to survive with the air he was breathing. The floods were rising. I was not sure who owns the dog and I don’t know the health condition of the dog but I was aware of the dangers of whatever pathogens it may have specially rabies that could transfer to me. So I looked around for some wood and I found one, used it to push the dog at a more elevated part of the road in on front of one of the houses in my neighbor and because the area was flooded that time, any vehicle that will go thru will move slowly and they have ample time to see the dog with their lights. In my area there are not animal services that I can call. Next morning I didn’t see the dog anymore. I was thinking maybe the dog drowned so I inspected depressed land areas in the vicinity to check for the body but nothing. This afternoon I saw the dog healthy, walking and running in the streets and went inside one of my neighbors places. Good to know that the dog survived but stupid is the owner for not taking good care of his dog.

On the other hand, I saw my sister’s dog, the Belgian Malinois. His head under my sister’s house gate, looking at me when I came home. His facial expression reminds me of the time when I was new in the place back in 2023 when I came home here. I took that Belgian Malinois with me without harness and we ran a good 10km in the Baywalk road under the sun. The only problem is that the dog didn’t want to take water to drink along the run. When we came home and the dog entered drank a lot of water on a bucket like there is no tomorrow. Then after entering my sister’s house, the Belgian Malinois went to lay down with his long and big tongue sprawled on the floor. He slept. We did it a few times and it triggered his body muscles to tone up.

In the coming weeks I will be spending time some time to survey my real estate away from the beach. My original plan for it was to build a mansion there, a 4 storey big house with many rooms, a grand sala, a garden, a big library, a research and development laboratory, and a machine and electrical / electronics workplace, together with a runaway for aircraft drones, a training center for private military, and a a closed water facility for swimming, diving, and submersible drone development. With what’s happening in my country politically and the geopolitical threats such as China’s invasion, I decided to not pursue that plan anymore and instead convert my real estate into a modern warfare camp. It will house a bunker, a network of tunnels, it will be covered with nets to protect against drones. I will have to fortify it. We need booby traps there and anti personal mines around the place. Due to the large area, it can accommodate a large body of friendly forces if needed such as a battalion but a reinforce battalion is also plausible since the area can be expanded. That will also be the place to launch drone attacks. Is also a very nice place for snipers. Will never know, maybe we are in a calm before the storm. Better be ready.

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Testosterone, Bikes, Sunny Day, & Lunch

The role of my testosterone levels do affect my body’s reaction to milk. Taking in more milk around the time of long distance runs where my testosterone hits low, many days without gym workouts, leaves me with a bad stomach but without fever. On the contrary, taking more milk around the time of gym workouts where my testosterone spikes don’t result in bad stomach but gives me a chilling fever.

My mountain bike can’t be used at the moment as the chain has been eaten away by rust. This is the third bike chain this year that’s destroyed by rust. Ironically though, the newer road bike that I try to keep away from rain and rust is the most robust. Been using it many weeks now while under downpour and because it is mostly made of alloy metals, doesn’t really require protection and maintenance against rust.

Had my road bike adjusted its break disk yesterday because the break clamps been in contact with the break disk adding friction forces when I am riding it. After the fix, the gained speed now is significant and been racing against motorbikes on the road when I’m overtaking them. The gear ratio of my road bike makes this possible but that requires strong legs to pedal.

Went out today with my road bike and it feels good having the bright sun rays touch my face. Been with the monsoon rains for approximately two months now resulting in floods. Today the roads outside my place is almost dry. Maybe the low tide is helping drain the places of water too.

Enjoying a lunch out with beef ampalaya at my favorite local restaurant.

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Milk Allergy and Yesterday's Gym Workout

Just got back from a nasty milk allergy. Since yesterday afternoon I had my joints hurting, muscles hurting, and had a runny nose. Last night I was chilling with fever. Today I am good but felt I came out of a flu. The bad side of milk but I had to drink milk except that I took more than my body can handle due to lack of electrolytes from days of workout and runs without electrolyte replenishment.

Did my gym workout yesterday, bench press and chest flies using dumb bells. Used some machines to improvise lat pull downs because the machine is still damaged. Also added some substitute back workouts. Didn’t do the romanian deadlift and stiff deadlift. Did the workout for the trapz.

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The Need for Extra Firepower in Empty Hand Strikes

My need for serious “firepower” in striking combative is not driven by civilian motivations such as combat sports superiority or civilian self defense. The need is driven by military combative in high threat and high risk environments.

Back in the private military contractor’s training, we were not allowed to take a good night’s rest. Every evening up to early morning when the formal training ceases, we were instructed to secure our training facility which is a large real estate with urban structures inside, and sitting in the middle of an open field in a tropical geographic location and because we were only 7 trainees, there is a lot of patrolling happening around the perimeter and inside the facility as well as security on entry and exit areas, and a quick reaction force on stand-by which has the leeway to take a few hours sleep.

I had the chance to monitor my patrols and measure the approximate distances every night and it takes me a good 30km walk during patrol for the whole duration of my 2 shifts every night which covers the perimeter patrol as well as patrol within the facility premises checking a lot of rooms, stairs, rooftops. Basically covering everything.

The situation is not ideal because apart from the long walks for the patrol, only a few lights is present for the main building, and the main entrance to the facility. Other than that, there are no lights along the length of the facility’s perimeter and even other rooms, structures, and rooftops. Add to this that the issued carbines didn’t have a sling in it, imagine me walking hours during patrol while my arms are not resting and continuously holding the carbine in low ready position and this is because we have weapon-mounted lights. By doing the low ready position for the carbine during patrols, I can point the muzzle to my field of vision and can lit up the area for a few seconds when light is needed but most of the time I just flash the area in a split second to blind any adversary in the area waiting for me and to have a quick good view of the area. Low ready also points the light to the ground without giving off unnecessary lights towards the sky which an adversary from afar could take advantage. Lights are only powered on when needed to conserve the weapon-mounted light’s battery. On top of this, we were all tired from the day’s training from mentally and physically demanding activities. Clothes are dirty, no good shower. Most of the time we were hungry and thirsty.

At one point, two days before the final test mission on hostage rescue operations and a day before the brutal torture (yes, we were brutally tortured), unknown to our team is an adversary already taking down members of the team where I was assigned for perimeter security and patrol while another team was resting and served as the quick reaction force. Before the covert attack, early in the evening the training staff left the facility area and gave us instructions regarding securing the facility. I had to ask the director how to deal with sudden security breach because it is a training and I want to understand what are the limits of our action once a security breach happens. The director told me that he does not want a phone call in the middle of the night just because I injured someone and escalated to a life threatening emergency. This was in the assumption that the attacker is from the training staff.

Later that night I was on my typical patrol routine. Unknowingly, an adversary was already inside the facility and was observing every security element’s position and movements. I was on my fourth round on the patrol just before transition to static security at the gate. After the patrol on the perimeter and on to the urban structures inside the facility, I kept on my usual routine, assessing the area ahead of me and then checking the corners of the building and inside the rooms. Totally dark so I have to use my carbine mounted lights just lighting up the area for a split second if I can’t asses the silhouette in the foreground.

In one of the buildings inside the facility while I was approaching the corner and just in time when I lit up the area with my carbine’s mounted light for a split second, a figure suddenly appeared at the same time in balaclava with his right hand raised with a knife closing the distance towards me in a split second and using his other hand to deflect my carbines muzzle away from him. After the light was off in that split second, I can still visualize the attacker’s silhouette. He stabbed me quick two times on top of my left collar bone and at that moment adrenaline surge fast and mind was able go on survival fight mode. I firmly gripped my carbine and I can feel his force pulling it while the muzzle is away from him. It is dark so he is blind from that split second light and I was blind too but I quickly strike him with my right elbow while both hands holding my carbine firmly. The force of the elbow strike impact sent him on his right side outbalanced and hitting the ground with the knife out of his hands. After hitting him with my right elbow and because my carbine is out of his hands already I immediately pointed it to him lighting him up. The attacker was on the ground on all fours trying to feel the ground for the knife and at that moment I said “your dead” and he lift up both his hands. I helped him locate his plastic knife and he removed his balaclava. Turns out it was the french guy, an ex-military with stints in Malaysia and part of the staff that was teaching us CQB during the training. Turns out he was actually left in the facility premises because he is living in one of the buildings there. He owns the facility and during that night he already took down my team ahead of me single-handedly armed only with a knife, the other patrolling guy complimenting my patrol from the other side and the static security at the gate. The consequence of his knife attack on me could either have led me in real life with a non-life threatening wound or a more serious fatal wound that could take me down after I neutralize the adversary within minutes. The consolation on that incident is that I was able to neutralize the adversary with me potentially dying after a few minutes from the loss of blood with the complication of a collapse lung. The downside is that my team got taken down by a lone wolf adversary and the quick reaction force resting on their quarters has no idea what was happening.

There’s lesson in that incident during the patrol and is part of the learning process during the private military contractor training. The feedback on the other hand from the french guy to the rest of the training staff and the director was that I got fast reflexes which are not ordinary.

Lessons there is during approach to corners, even in patrols where there is no immediate threat, every time a corner is being approached it should be with caution and should be in CQB mode. That corner I should have approached using slicing the pie and taking advantage of the space behind me to cover more distance from the corner to buy time if an adversary suddenly attacks from that corner.

Another lesson there is on the first aid trauma kit. I realized that every operator should have the basic first aid trauma kit of a combat medic so that in isolation from the team while under an injury, the kit is there to keep the operator chances of survival high.

Lesson also on radio communications or communications in general. A scheduled radio check should be in place specially for patrolling elements. Such process mitigates the risk of having a patrol element taken down without the team realizing it.

The main point though is actually the elbow strike and the demand for more “firepower” on the empty hand strikes. A more real life situation would be me engaging an adversary in close quarter combat while carrying a heavy backpack, and that my rifle or carbine, or whatever weapon in my hands got tangled in the moment or the adversary got a hold of it trying to take it away from me. That is where the close quarter combat strikes comes in, in the form of punches, elbow strikes, knee strikes, kicks, or even locks, breaks, and throws. The force of the impact of my elbow strike that time was already good throwing the adversary to the ground and loosing grip on his knife but I still want to increase its power and all of my striking power. Real combat could impose more restrictions on the body mechanics during a fight, a trained body to impart more power on impact of strikes increases the probability or chances of survival during close quarter combat.

That private military contractor training was provided by a former British SAS. One of the best trainings that I went thru.

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Gym Workout, Heavybag, Jabs and Round Kick, and Machine Problem Exercise

Did a gym workout yesterday focusing on arms. It was a heavy downpour during travel to and from the gym. The usual workouts for biceps and triceps.

Also did the heavybag to maintain striking power on jab, cross, uppercuts, and hooks, elbow strikes, knee strikes, front kick, and round kick. Missed out on the oblique kicks and the sidekick.

The jab I’m trying to transition to a “slapping” power instead of a “punch”. Seen some advice lately about the jab in boxing and the best boxers actually uses the jab not as a punch but as a slap to generate more power than using the dynamics akin to the cross. The main problem with the jab is that it is the lead hand which means it is in the side of the lead foot. Power generation on the lead side is always weaker and that also includes the elbow strikes from the lead side as well.

I am not happy with my round kick as the power generated is not that impressive. Still good for actually street fight or close quarter combat but not at par to my perceived standards. The power should be able to throw the opponent off balance with strong impact like how it is with my front kick and sidekick.

No, workouts today but I will focus on the machine problem exercise that I left off from last time on Single Variable Calculus.

The machine problem is giving me new knowledge that I didn’t know back during BSEE Calculus courses (differential and integral). For example, the notion of “within 0.1”, the “feel” of the slope of the tangent line from the graph of the function, and when used in the context of secant lines as the secant lines approaches the limit of the tangent line. It has also emphasized the differences on \(\frac{\Delta y}{\Delta x}\), \(\frac{y}{x}\), and \(\frac{dy}{dx}\).

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10km Fartlek Run and Political Threshold

The supposed 21km long-slow-distance run became a 10km variable speed run or fartlek.

With regards to the political work and military planning, the threshold is when a communist revolution uprising from the civilian masses topples down the government or an armed communist coup replaces the existing state government (meaning the Philippine Constituional Democracy is replaced with a communist government) and or a Chinese invasion happens, then the political group will immediately transition to a military one and will rapidly escalate and attack local communist armed groups including taking communist leaders as POWs regradless if they took arms or not, the same will happen to a Chinese invading military in the Philippine archipelago. It is the safest route with legitimacy from international communities and from the eyes of the toppeled down or invaded state government. Otherwise, we will remain as a political group.

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More Analysis of The Incorporation, Friend from PMC Training, and 21km Run Today

Still doing studies on the pros and cons on different routes to incorporation but the current status now is to disclose decision to incorporate to the company that I am working for in order to not breach trust and agreements. I will need an approval and I am expecting some restrictions aligning on ethics, conflict of interest, and non-compete. Still better than waiting for my exit in a few years where the market has already been saturated with competitors.

I had reached out to my Private Military Contractor training circle regarding the plan for the resistance group in the event of a local communist revolution in the future and the contingency of a Chinese invasion of the Philippine archipelago. A friend there who survived together with me as part of the assault team (7 man team total, 3 man security and sniper, 4 man CQB assault, we lost 2 from the assault team, managed to extract the hostage from an embassy) on the high intensity hostage rescue ops simulation against real opposing forces in the PMC training, he volunteered. But then I realized why not onboard him for operations of the cybersec company? So yesterday I reached out to him so he can think about the opportunity. If he agrees, then the incorporation will happen in the UK most probably.

Will be on a 21km run this afternoon and probably stop over at the gym for some heavybag workout after.

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Single Variable Calculus, Looking at Britain, and Autonomous Systems

Currently working on the first problem set in Single Variable Calculus and I need to document this. Not the traditional way of doing paper and pen but digitally. That means I need to work on the problem sets using LaTeX. Trying to remember what editor I used before where I got it integrated with my IEEE Collabratec platform. It is Overleaf.

Also looking at Britain option for incorporation at the moment and trying to do a comparative analysis side by side with Japan and Turkiye. I want the pros and cons and something that will give me a balance of good leverage in aspects of industrial base, exposure, and flexibility.

On the other hand, I need to start building autonomous weapons systems. Being careful not to breach the boundary between systems engineering and invention. A lot of existing technologies on intelligent and autonomous systems are enough to build autonomous weapons without inventing a subsystem component.

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Finger Cut, Politics, Weapons, Cancelled Dive, and the Mujahideen

Managed to meet up some important personalities to discuss political and military plans against a potential communist revolution and or a chinese invasion.

Accidentally cut my finger when I was handed a big knife in scabbard, the knife resembled a Gurkhas’ Kukri. When I was pulling it out, the blade moved outside the edge of the scabbard which is normally sealed and cut my finger. If I have drawn it much faster then my index finger holding the scabbard could have been completely severed. Lesson learned is that if it is not your blade then treat the scabbard as dangerous as the blade. Fortunely, I drawn the knife in a controlled manner hence I was able to cut the movement short when I felt the blade cutting through my flesh. A long diagonal cut wound was made to my index finger exposing the subcutaneous tissue.

It was a long discussion and the first in person, because the previous ones were only discussed on phone.

There are some interesting intelligence that I learned about some political leaders regarding affiliation to communism which is a direct contradiction to their current public branding.

The upcoming 2027 is a defining year geopolitically as well as in PH local politics because it will not only show which country will side with which when China starts its reunification campaign in Taiwan but also which of the political candidates for 2028 PH nationwide election will garner popular support and if there is a politicial advantage that will favor the communist groups.

Such outcomes will also define the political and military plans of the organized resistance group in the strategic, operational, and tactical levels.

The meeting was also quite a surprise because I was given access to a military grade hardware in a limited quantity which is good for surgical actions in the future enough to sink maybe a couple of Chinese warships. Funding is also discussed for operations and a wider plan to aquire weapons by force after the political threshold is met.

Had to cancel the scuba diving because of finger injury and time is allocated to rest.

A session on sharing knowledge on physical fitness, martial arts, modern combat individual movement using a rifle and a carbine, and some essentials on CQB.

I have not reached out yet to my fellow Muslims but did some studies of the past political incidents where fellow Muslims rose against Communist Soviets and for a long time I didn’t know that they were the Mujahideen and some of them who fought in Afghanistan that eventually led to the defeat of Soviets in Afghanistan were Moros from the southern Philippines and in fact one of their kind became a 2LT officer to whom I was reporting to during one of my regular stint in Quick Reaction Force back in 2008-2009 in the army.

The Mujahideen in the Philippines seems to have concentrated in the ranks of the former MNLF under the leadership of Nur Misuari who fought the Philippine government for a long time but ended later on in a successfull peace-talks and absorbed by the Philippine Military.

I might revive a new Mujahideen idea as a new generation figthers to conduct offensive actions against local communist if a communist revolution happens and or against China’s invasion of the Philippine archipelago.

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Busy September, Political Work, Diving, and Studies

Busy week due to getting back to work as an engineer and doing a lot of on-boarding including a long travel back to the metropolis to show up for the interview regarding my scholarship record in my government clearance from a long time ago. The clearance was released as always. Also did medical exams starting yesterday. Also managed to do the 10km run yesterday afternoon.

Need to get back to medical procedures today but my physical exam will be around next week due to the availability of a medical doctor.

Planning to fly today primarily for a political work to meet some people and start organizing an anti-local communist and early work on establishing resistance group for a contingent Chinese invasion and second is to get back to my diving with some nice beach resort and also to do my long distance running in there.

Looks like the bad monsoon situation is only isolated in the north and hopefully flights don’t get cancelled today but central islands has a good general weather for a few days.

Will be doing Single Variable Calculus studies and analysis of the incorporation nuances.

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Yesterday's Workouts and Busy Days

Yesterday’s Gym Workout includes arms. The usual workouts I do for my biceps and my triceps but I forgot to do the shoulders and the trapz.

Also did the heavybag workout with the typical front kick and round kick and I forgot to practice my oblique kicks. Did the typical jab, cross, uppercut, and hook. Also did elbow and knee strikes.

Also was not able to do the 21km run yesterday and looks like I will have to do two separate sessions of 21km run this week. Maybe Friday and Sunday.

I am officially back in my engineering career, busy these days and less time on the metaverse now and will have to focus on my quantum engineering studies, political work, and studying and preparing for incorporation in either Japan or Turkiye and have not decided yet which one and I am also trying to understand and trying to forecast the long term geopolitical stance of the two states.

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Hands-Off On Cybersecurity Product, Lunch, Gym, Single Variable Calculus, and Quantum Engineering

Finished with all the evidencing and the subsequent securing of the artifacts including uploading to a secure cloud location. Also encrypted my local source and uploaded to the cloud. Also had my public and private keys on different locations. Hands-off now for the cybersecurity product. If it needs some bug fixes or modification, I can’t touch it for now while I am working for some company due to the inventions clause in the agreement.

Starving at the moment and I will head off to take lunch outside although there is a current heavy downpour and immediately proceed to the gym for workouts and then do a 21km run after.

Later in the evening, I will be back on studying the Single Variable Calculus from MIT-OCW. Long journey on self-studying Quantum Engineering in preparation for an MS in Quantum Engineering 4 years from now.

What is Quantum Engineering? It is a new field of engineering where the ruling physics in the designs and implementation of devices or control of natural phenomena is quantum physics. Currently, almost all engineering artifacts in our physical world are built using classical physics. For example the Electrical Engineers uses the classical mechanics when designing and or controlling material surfaces and uses electromagnetism when dealing with magnets and electricity. Even with the advent of the first quantum revolution, classical physics is still the paradigm for engineers. Come quantum revolution 2.0 which is happening now, the engineering paradigm must shift from the old status quo into the more accurate laws of physics which is quantum mechanics.

Some examples of devices that a Quantum Engineer analyzes, designs, builds, and control:

  • Quantum Computer
  • Quantum Clocks
  • Quantum Sensors
  • Quantum Radars
  • Quantum Gyroscopes
  • Quantum Simulators
  • Smart and Meta Materials
  • Quantum Control Systems
  • and many more

There are two approach happening in the industry and in the academe right now. One approach is train traditional engineering fields to understand and use quantum mechanics such as the case of some of Electrical Engineers who are studying quantum physics to be able to engineer quantum applications. The other approach which is gaining traction lately is training new generations of engineers from the ground up on quantum physics.

A Quantum Engineering field is akin to an Electrical Engineering field because it still retains traditional engineering domain knowledge in order to deal with non-quantum systems that will support quantum systems in a wider project. Hence, most undergraduate Quantum Engineering degrees out there still have their traditional Electrical Engineering foundations. The half part of the curriculum is where quantum physics becomes engineering. Designing, building, and controlling quantum systems require the use of quantum mechanics and quantum electrodynamics instead of the old classical mechanics and electromagnetism.

I am on the latter approach but since there is no accessible second undergraduate degree on Quantum Engineering for me due to my geographic location and the impracticality of an online degree offering and because I’ve seen a lot of engineering curriculum yet I still believe in the quality of MIT from the US above them all, I decided to craft my own curriculum for self-study and the next formal entry into a degree will be for an MS in Quantum Engineering many years from now.

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Power Sag and Phone AI

Power sag this late night and monitor went black. PC power was out for a second and suddenly came back but with weak fan. Automatic servomotor regulator is registering enough voltage on input and output but I know this already. Had to wait for a few hours to have the power voltage normalize.

While at my phone I accidentally pressed something and then an application popped up. Turns out there is an AI with the recent OS update for my smartphone and this AI is multi-mode meaning it is an agentic AI that can interact with the phone operating system and also delegates reasoning to a set of frontier and open weight models in the cloud.

The phone AI is actually good and is like Siri. Had to change the voice tone and the default is a female voice and enabled wake word. I started calling the phone AI as Friday and to be honest it’s the best AI on my phone. Tested it on advanced math problems and it can solve it and the only downside is privacy.

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